Clouds hang low in the sky forcing their weight upon us but I still breathe despite the weight of missing you which rests upon my chest, despite the weight of longing for someone, for something that pushes in around me. I must admit to a bit of melancholy, to a strange desire for the impractical, to a desire for the sort of passion I've always had a desire for it to have direction besides towards you so many years buried in the mists of time. Like the clouds I seek release wet and falling.
October 7, 1996