Singing Goodbye
I am raising my voice in song, filling the night with the keen of forgotten lyrics, wordless notes that weave the tales of love unrequited, hope lost, and the pressing urgency of dancing through the darkness. I am telling the story to palm trees and bougainvillea, to the moon and Venus, whoever will listen. Having bled out all hope for redemption the first time I kissed his lips, I am left with a chorus that traces the path of losing for the sake of reclamation, a strategic cutting of the flesh, heartfelt amputation. Just because my tongue will wake chanting his name indefinitely does not mean I am willing to continue to wear my needing like a noose.
October, 2010