Theft
Someday I will look back on you with glassy-eyed sadness. Perhaps by then I will live a life where love isn’t a game played in quick moments of life’s intermissions. Or perhaps by then I will live a life in which I am smart enough to not use words like love to describe my binding to men like you. I feel as if I have stolen you slipped you quickly into my pocket while her attention was momentarily drawn to something else: a crying child, a pot on the stove bubbling over. But later, when I reach my fingers into that pocket to offer some sweet caress and find only loose change and pocket lint, I understand.
January, 2004