I write poems because I cannot distill the touch of your hand to a clear essence and pour it into a bottle to store on a shelf next to the taste of a ripe tomato fresh from the vine, and still warm from the sun. I write poems because I cannot paint, cannot hang on my wall the memory of that night when I told him I loved him and he looked not surprised, but sad. I cannot keep joy in a jar with a shaker cap next to the stove so that I can add to soup the taste of our laughter that fills the night as we drink cocktails and play video games. Instead, I write poems.